6 months!


At six months Lydia is a round, happy baby. She loves sipping water from a glass. She does not like taking baths. She falls asleep on her own (not nursing). She can sometimes sit up well, other times she just tips right over. She flirts with friendly strangers. She is yummy. If I can't get enough of those cheeks, how can you stand not kissing them every day?

Yes We Can

Optimism is a political act.

Entrenched interests use despair, confusion and apathy to prevent change. They encourage modes of thinking which lead us to believe that problems are insolvable, that nothing we do can matter, that the issue is too complex to present even the opportunity for change. It is a long-standing political art to sow the seeds of mistrust between those you would rule over: as Machiavelli said, tyrants do not care if they are hated, so long as those under them do not love one another. Cynicism is often seen as a rebellious attitude in Western popular culture, but, in reality, cynicism in average people is the attitude exactly most likely to conform to the desires of the powerful – cynicism is obedience.

Optimism, by contrast, especially optimism which is neither foolish nor silent, can be revolutionary. Where no one believes in a better future, despair is a logical choice, and people in despair almost never change anything. Where no one believes a better solution is possible, those benefiting from the continuation of a problem are safe. Where no one believes in the possibility of action, apathy becomes an insurmountable obstacle to reform. But introduce intelligent reasons for believing that action is possible, that better solutions are available, and that a better future can be built, and you unleash the power of people to act out of their highest principles. Shared belief in a better future is the strongest glue there is: it creates the opportunity for us to love one another, and love is an explosive force in politics.

Great movements for social change always begin with statements of great optimism.


- I read the above this morning and thought "right on." To read more from the author check out WORLDCHANGING a solutions-based online magazine.

Stone Soup



Sahara's favorite soup is "Pink Soup." I made it for the first time a couple of months ago after checking out Deborah Madison's Local Flavors from the library. It was good and I made note to self to photocopy it before returning it. I didn't get around to returning it for quite some time so I made it again a month or so ago and it turned out way too salty. ??? So I took some of the broth out, replaced it with water and added extra vinegar. It was alright in my opinion; Sahara didn't seem to notice the flavor as much as the color. She has asked for it numerous times since then.

I did eventually return the book, but forgot to photocopy the recipe (too long to jot down in decent handwriting). So I checked it out again this week and WOW the soup was amazing.

Sahara heard the folktale "Stone Soup" which provided the inspiration for making the "Pink Soup" again. We decided to find a nice stone from the garden for soup and then picked up a few other ingredients at our favorite grocery store. We started early in the morning by making the broth, then chopping all the veggies up. I let Sahara use a sharp (sort-of) knife for the first time and she cut carrots, celery and cabbage for almost an hour, shaking her hand out every 10 minutes or so.
While I let our big pot simmer, she made an extra batch in her own kitchen for Lydia to "pretend eat."

I adjusted the recipe slightly. I'm not convinced that is why it turned out to be divine. I think spending the whole day working on it with Sahara is what made it so good. I will soon put the recipe onto the "Recipes" section for you to try if you would like. I highly recommend it.

For the record

Last week we had record high temps. This morning we woke up to this:

Lydia's First Food

This morning, as we all sat 'round the breakfast table, Lydia decided she liked the look of what I had in my hand. So she reached out, grabbed it and took a bite. I tried fishing it out but she swallowed it in defiance. You should have seen the facial expressions as it went down.

In the garden

Before the rains and chill return for the weekend we have been spending as much time in the sunshine as possible. Mostly we hang out in the garden.


Sahara, being closer to the ground than I, notices little treasures popping up all over the place. Her favorite flower to pick in the garden this week is our Pink Panda, an ornamental strawberry, which does produce small fruit perfect for little fingers to pluck. I think we got a few plants from Hope years ago, and now they are all over our front yard, along with the Labrador Violets and Blue Star Creeper.
There are plant sales on our calendar every weekend for the next month and a half. At the last one we went to, a fundraiser for Food for Lane County, I went overboard with onion starts. We use onions in almost every dinner, so I am determined to grow more storage onions this season. Today I began planting them and realized, once again, that we don't have enough space for all that we plan on growing. We keep daydreaming that our neighbor to the west, a Tibeten monk who smiles at us daily on his walks, will sell us his property and we can convert his lawn to an urban orchard.
I didn't make it to Hendricks Park for my first photo shoot with the new camera. Instead, I draped a towel over a chair, propped Lydia up, and snapped away while Sahara was napping up front.

Dance!


Today was dance class #2 and it was great!

Many thanks for the kind thoughts and suggestions. I was feeling pretty low last Monday. A dear friend loaned Sahara this fabulous outfit and tap shoes. Sahara is thrilled. She wore the outfit the whole day, even while napping.

Yeah!

Sunny Sunday

We spent this morning at Hendricks Park celebrating the birthday of one of Pablo's coworkers. Hendricks has got to be my favorite park in Eugene. Right now it is glorious with magnolias blooming in various poses. I love to pick up the sparkly velvet petals from the paths. I wish they stayed luscious for longer. I'd love to take a bunch into the preschool for all the kids, or pile them on my pillow to sleep on.
I took 30 - 40 photos of the flowers up there and got a number of great shots of Pablo playing with the girls, and the wild turkeys with their blue faces, red throats and flared feathers. But my camera is beyond reason and they are all lost. Oddly enough, when we came home I took 3 last photos of the day and they are the only ones readable on my c.f. card. ????
Here is one:
You'll be thrilled to know I signed up for a photography class at LCC and with the help of my VISTA education award, have purchased a new camera. It hasn't arrived yet. For my first photo shoot I'm heading back up to Hendricks!

Musica

Watch out, if your speakers are on you'll soon be listening to a song. I recently learned that I could put music on here, sort of a soundtrack to my life, or just a tune for fun, so I am trying it out.

Crushed

Sahara has been hoping for dance classes for a while now. When a friend mentioned a ballet/tap class for 3 - 5 year olds starting up this week we signed up both our girls. When I registered over the phone I asked if she needed to wear anything in particular or if we needed to bring ballet/tap shoes. No, I was assured that all would be provided and that "comfortable" clothes were the best.

Yesterday morning we headed out, so excited, for the first class. When we arrived and opened the door, we walked into a room full of pinks and whites - 10 little girls in leotards and tights. Sahara buried her face in my shoulder, whispering her "need" to be wearing the same thing. My heart sunk with hers.

Luckily we found some ballet shoes that sort of fit and after some coaxing she joined the group for simple movements and fun.

Half-way through the class the teacher announced it was time to change into tap shoes. A few children had brought their own, the rest were told to head over to the bench and find some that fit. I thought the teacher would help with that and so remained attentive to Lydia, only to notice a few moments later that the teacher had walked away and that parents were helping their children find shoes. I walked over to Sahara who was talking to the teacher no where to be found, "Teacher, these don't fit." The two pairs of shoes left where way too big, and way too small. I found the teacher, asked if there were any more, to which she replied, "No, sorry."

Ug. Sahara was near tears, and so was I, because the feeling was so real inside from some forgotten memory or memories many years ago.

I held on tightly to her and encouraged her to practice the steps alongside the others, telling her she could still do it even though she didn't have the tap shoes. She refused, but didn't want to leave, so we sat together outside of the circle.

She is over it. I am not.

I put in a call to the woman in charge, haven't heard back.

I'm tempted to take her out of the class and ask for our money back. But I'm not sure if that is the best for her.

How do you teach a 3 1/2 year old that it doesn't matter if you don't fit in? Is it even possible at this stage in her development? 6 months ago it wouldn't have affected her as it does now.

The rest of the day yesterday was lovely though. While Lydia was napping, Sahara and I had a tea party with honey tea and animal cookies. During her nap time, I finished sewing her a cute linen skirt which she wore the rest of the day. And for dinner we had mac + cheese, a favorite comfort food for all of us.

Saturday morning adventures


This morning we headed out for a little llama lovin'


A little lovin' for our garden beds too!


Llama manure is lower in organic matter content than manures of most other barnyard livestock (like cows, horses and sheep)--but it still has plenty to improve soil texture and water-holding capacity. This lower organic content allows llama manure to be spread directly onto plants without fear of 'burning' them. It is the decomposition of organic matter which produces the heat that can damage plant roots.

Compared to the other barnyard animals, the nitrogen and potassium content of llama droppings is comparatively high--an indication of good fertilizer value. (Nitrogen, phosphorus and potassium are the major plant nutrients; they are the familiar N-P-K on fertilizer bags.) Phosphorus is relatively low--but it is low in most other livestock manure as well Calcium and magnesium content is about average. And salt content is not too high but it is high enough that one should not apply llama poop directly onto seedlings or improperly mixed into the soil. Overall, llama manure is a great organic fertilizer.


Animal Manure Comparison
Animal % N Nitrogen % P Phosphorus % K Potassium
Llama 1.7 0.69 0.66
Chicken 1.0 0.8 0.4
Horse 0.7 0.25 0.55
Sheep 0.95 0.35 1.0
Cow 0.6 0.15 0.45
Pig 0.5 0.35 0.4

From High Desert Organic Gardeners

Calabria

Sahara and her friend spent part of Sunday morning building this town. Sahara named it Calabria. (After the little town that Strega Nona lives in.) The seed pods are from our wisteria.

A whole new month

Both girls are sound asleep so I made myself some chocolate chip cookies and english breakfast decaf tea.
It is gorgeous outside so once everyone is up, we'll head out to the garden. Today was Sahara's first day back to school in 2 1/2 weeks (spring break) and we were both thrilled to be back on our routine. Her first words when I picked her up from school were: "Mommy, I love you." Ahhhhhh.
I've started some new sewing projects. Last night I made these lovely pants for Sahara from a linen skirt that was too big so I never wore it.



I actually followed a pattern, which is amazing for me, as I tend to begin projects with patterns and then decide to alter/improve/improvise and end up with some pretty odd, half-finished projects. Patterns are weird - that thin paper with symbols all over it. But pants are easy, especially with an elastic waist. I made them size 4 (according to the pattern) but they could easily fit a 9 year old. I guess I will need to alter it!

Lydia has been practicing her sitting and laughing laughing laughing at her sister's antics.